| WOW HE LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|03:52 pm] |
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I know its been forever since I have updated. I'm going to be leaving for Iraq in a few weeks. I'm nervous but I'm also really excited. I'm going to be doing Diplomatic Security for all of the Ambassadors over there now. I'll be going to Texas for a a couple doing training. I bought a new digital camera so I can take pictures while i'm over there. THe only problem is that the damn this is broke so i've got to return in. Any Hopefully I will be able to use this to keep everybody up on what is going on over there. I am going to have a Laptop and Internet access. |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2003|01:23 pm] |
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I'm so tired....Last night was so busy it isn't even funny. Good news though my Dog got his first Bite. :). One of our guys got involved in a chase with a felony hit and run. As soon as he bailed out he went running into a trailer park. ON a side note has anyone noticed that trailer parks always and mean always smell like cat piss. Any way we found the guy in a shed. I'm so proud of my Doggie. Then lets see we had a huge bust. We had a car that had 16lbs of Cannabis. I love my job. The moron tried to tell us it was for personal use. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2003|01:09 am] |
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I'm so tired and I have to get up hella early tomorrow to register for class....blah. I was supposed to go to Ybor with my buddy Jean tonight. I really just didn't feel like it. I knew if I did all I would end up doing was making an ass out of myself and doing something I regret. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2003|02:41 am] |
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How Dumb does a person have to be. I met this girl at Wet Willies( a club in downtown St. Pete.) anyway I end up going back to her place. Everything is going good and her roomate knocks on the door and asks "We Just got Some Weed You wanna smoke" Needless to say As I'm walking out the Door the she asks whats the matter. I'm just like how dumb do you have to be to bring weed around a cop. The look on her face was priceless.Like I said how dumb do you have to be. I mean my truck has a sticker that Sheriff's Association Member. She even asked about it. She was just too dumb to catch what i was saying |
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[Nov. 10th, 2003|11:32 am] |
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The Night that will not end. Lets see I"m running on about 3 hrs of sleep and I have to be at work at 2:30. My poor dog want so to go work so bad. Everyday I get in my patrol car and he sits in the window and cries. I feel so bad. Hopefully I'll get to bring him on Friday. |
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[Nov. 5th, 2003|09:10 pm] |
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I went out on a Date yesterday...Hurray for me, I really didn't have much fun and I feel kinda bad cause I was a jerk to this girl. In my defense though she is a total Gold Digger. So i don't really feel that bad about being a jerk. It did feel good to be wanted again though |
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| The Box |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|01:55 am] |
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What does one do with a broken heart...Does one try to go out and poison it...Does one try to indulge in every form of depotrery...Does one Simply close it off and forget that it exists....If I have learned one thing it is this. My heart is not something I should ever let out into the world. I should know better than to let people into my life that I know in the end will break my heart and my spirit. Is this the pay back for every bad thing I have ever done. Is this pay back for the lives I have changed or their families whose fate I changed in a split second it took to pull a trigger, Or is this simply the test of man that has lost everything he thought he knew about life and love. I know now that I am suppose to be alone. I know that no one cares that in the blink of an eye I have changed the fates. I am not a good man the causes I stand behind while they seem good in the end they still produce the same result. I am forever destine to be alone. I should simply except my fate...If this is my fate than I will except it and place what is left of pieces of my heart in a box, and seal it away forever. I have no right to expect love...I wish I could cry but I just can't anymore. |
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[Jan. 21st, 2003|01:17 am] |
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I had this really long entry i was going to post but i got lazy... I have been thinking about my future, and the way things are in the world. I don't ever want to go through life and say that i didn't try, or I thought about doing something I just never did. I don't ever want to be that guy. Thats why I have decided to put my Law Enforcement Career on hold for a while. I have decided that as soon as I get my discharge papers from the Army I'm going to Enlist in the Marine Corps. I just can't sit here and watch others go fight for our country. I believe that the sometimes the price for Peace can only be found on the other side of War. |
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| Long time |
[Jan. 12th, 2003|04:13 am] |
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Its been awhile since I updated and really nothing much has been happening. I've been working so much lately which I guess is good. I always seem to be throwing myself into my work. Maybe thats my way of dealing with my lack of sex life, or perhaps I'm just a workaholic. Any way we've been taking over a lot of new areas at work lately. So that has kept me really busy. Like responded to a call. A 19 year old girl overdosed. She was shooting up heroine. We also found on her about 8 grams of Meth. We think that she might have also been using Meth prior to the party too. The saddest part about this whole thing was she was 5 months pregnant. I think i'm going to start using my journal to help get out all of these things i'm feeling or i'm doing at work. I'm tired of having nightmares because of what i'm doing. I want to start getting everything out on to the surface. That is what my New Years Resolution is going to be. Although I wonder now if I will ever stop having nightmares. this past year was so full things that I wish that I could forget, but I just can't seem to let go. I know I should let go of the past, but it just seems that I can never escape the images. I don't have regrets about what I had to do. I just have the memoires. I guess this is just the big nerd in me talking. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2002|02:46 am] |
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I've been working a whole lot lately. We're getting ready for New Years Eve. Its going to be very very busy. I'm going to be in like the worst Neighbor Hood in Tampa (Jackson Heights) It should be interesting. Anyway i don't really have anything too spectacular to update with. So i guess I'll go |
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[Dec. 25th, 2002|01:55 am] |
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I've been having these violent nightmares again. I keep having the same dreams. the other night I woke up and there was blood all over my pillow and my bed. I think I started to have a nose bleed that was really bad. Its the same nightmares I had awhile ago, but there back. Can one ever escape his past, or are we doomed to live the worst parts of our live over and over? |
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[Dec. 21st, 2002|02:17 am] |
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How big of a loser am I? I haven't hung out with any body since I moved here I went to see Lord of the Rings...alone..just like usual. I thought moving here would help me break out of my social shell. Oh well I think I'm just an ackward shy person and thats what i'm going to be for the rest of my life. Not to mention I think i'm starting to get lonely. yes, i know its just kinda sad, but I really haven't made any friends here and its starting to suck. On a positive note I arrested two pregnant ladies for aggravated battery tonight. they were fighting each other over toys for tots. how sad is that. I mean its free how are you going to complain. |
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| Its been awhile |
[Dec. 12th, 2002|01:45 am] |
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Wow...Its been awhile since I last updated well lets see whats been going on. I got this really cool job I work for Critical Intervention Services. We go into low income apartment complex's and basical take back the neighborhood its pretty cool. I"m finishing up all of my stuff for the Sheriff's Dept so I should be going to the academy in January. I really miss everybody in Nevada especially my sista. My mom is doing better out here. The warm weather really agree's with her. I', trying to buy a house in Feb. I should be all settled with the Sheriff so it should all work out. I got to take a Polygraph test on Tuesday I'm kinda nervouse I've never had to take one before so i don't know whats all involved. Oh well enough rambling i try to update more later |
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[Oct. 19th, 2002|08:23 pm] |
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My friend Roth is getting married.....I wonder if i'll ever find somebody. I mean its not that i'm in a big hurry to settle down but it would be nice to one day settle down and get married |
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[Oct. 17th, 2002|12:17 pm] |
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Could my day get any worse. The Army just told me that because I wasn't relieved from duty(which is a bad thing) I can't get the extra two weeks that they are giving all the shit bags that could pass they're background invistigation, or couldn't pass they're PT test. If I had been a Shit Bag I would have gotten more money. Oh and check this shit out. They are also going to cheat me on my Leave pay. Instead of getting two weeks they are only going to give me 9 days instead of the 14 they owe me. The worse part about this there isn't a damn thing I can do about it. Never Ever Ever become an Active Soldier with the National Guard they will just fuck you in the end. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2002|09:03 am] |
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Well today I've got to go get my Car inspected for my new insurance company. I'm also going to go apartment shopping today. Hopefully I'll be able to move out next month. Still no word on were my vacation pay is. I"m going to call again today and see what they tell me |
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| screwed over by the army again |
[Oct. 15th, 2002|06:22 pm] |
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Well, I should have known that I would get screwed by the Army one last time but I wished for the best. Any way I was supposed to get my terminal leave pay cashed in and I was supposed to get paid for another two weeks, but guess what I look at my bank account and guess what.....They Didn't pay me anything. So I call back to Personell and they tell me they will try to look into. Isn't that crap. Oh well on a better note. I'm getting really excited about school. I can't wait to start again. Only a few more months |
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| School is Cool |
[Oct. 10th, 2002|07:36 pm] |
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Well today was really busy. Today I got up and went running. I did a two mile run just like I would for a PT test. I ran it in 1330 so i was really happy. Then I showered and went to School and took my placement tests. The lady said she had never seen any one get scores like that. I got a perfect score on the reading portion and the Math portion. And i only missed two questions on the english portion of the test. So after that I went to my Counselor and picked out the classes I would need for School this semester. I'm taking twelve credits. And then after that I went down to the Sheriff's Office and turned in my placement scores for school so they can use it. they said that it looks really good for me getting a job with them. Then after that I went to my Aunts house and hung out with my cousin for a little bit. All and all I had a really good day. |
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